MY 4-YEAR-OLD DAUGHTER POINTED AT MY BOSS’S EAR AND KEPT SAYING, “DADDY’S THERE” — BUT MY HUSBAND HAD PASSED AWAY, SO WHEN I LOOKED CLOSER, I COULDN’T BELIEVE WHAT SHE WAS ACTUALLY POINTING AT.

for us as leverage.

 

He offered me a fair severance. A strong reference. And nothing else.

 

That mattered.

 

THE DRIVE HOME

 

I drove through Ashgrove with all the windows down. The air was warm. For the first time in months, I didn’t know what would happen next.

 

It frightened me. It also felt honest.

 

When I reached home, Lily was sitting on the porch with Marissa. Her stuffed rabbit tucked under one arm, her hair sticking up in every direction after her nap.

 

I sat beside her. And finally cried.

 

Not the controlled tears I’d allowed myself at Nathaniel’s funeral. Not the silent ones I wiped away before Lily could see them.

 

I just cried.

 

My daughter climbed into my lap and wrapped both arms around my neck.

 

“I know Daddy wasn’t really at the party.”

 

I pulled back and looked at her. “What?”

 

She touched my cheek. “I just

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