My daughter disappeared at 17 – 16 years later, I saw the bag I knitted for her on a stranger's shoulder

“Maybe fourteen years ago.”

I had to sit down.

Fourteen years old.

That meant the bag had changed hands approximately two years after Gia disappeared.

“Where was the store?”

“Virginia. Somewhere near Richmond, I think. My sister lived there then.”

“Was there anything inside?”

She hesitated again.

That scared me.

“What was inside?”

“Nothing important.”

“Please don’t decide what’s important.”

The woman closed her eyes briefly.

“My name is Dana.”

Wait.

“There was an old receipt. A hair tie. Sand at the bottom.”

"The keyring?"

“It was already in place.”

I approached him without knocking.

Sixteen years had darkened the cans.

But every scratch seemed familiar.

“That was Gia’s.”

Dana nodded.

“I assumed it belonged to whoever donated the bag.”

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“Gia wouldn’t have donated it.”

The words came out too abruptly.

Dana looked at me.

– You don't know.

– Yes, indeed.

"No," he said carefully. "You knew her when she was seventeen."

That sentence hurt.

Because he was right.

I knew Gia, who was seventeen.

He knew how she drank coffee.

Which songs did he play too loudly?

How she rolled her eyes when I asked her where she was going.

But he knew nothing of the woman she might have become.

Dana seemed forgiven.

- I'm sorry.

“What else have you found?”

She looked at the bag.

“A folded piece of paper.”

My fingers got cold.

– What did he say?

“I don’t remember all that.”

– Yes, you do.

She looked at me.

“I remember part of it.” I waited.

“He said something about not wanting to go home.”

My chest tightened.

“I think the words were: 'I can't go back yet'.”

Suddenly, Gia was standing at my door again.

Green tank top.

Cream-colored bag.

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That stubborn expression.

“Was his name on that?”

Dana looked away.

– You said you had heard the name Gia.

She nervously rubbed the leash.

Then she said, "There was something else."

- That?

“The lining tore years ago. When I tried to fix it, I felt something hidden inside me.”

I could barely breathe.

Dana opened the  bag .

She moved her sunglasses to the side.

Sunscreen.

A wallet.

A paperback book.

Then he reached into a narrow inside pocket and pulled out a clear plastic sleeve.

Inside there was a photograph.

My hands started trembling even before she handed it to me.

Gia.

Older.

Not much older.

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