MY 4-YEAR-OLD DAUGHTER POINTED AT MY BOSS’S EAR AND KEPT SAYING, “DADDY’S THERE” — BUT MY HUSBAND HAD PASSED AWAY, SO WHEN I LOOKED CLOSER, I COULDN’T BELIEVE WHAT SHE WAS ACTUALLY POINTING AT.

to another photo. Nathaniel and Gerald at a diner. Gerald laughing, head turned, ear completely visible.

 

No tattoo. Nothing.

 

I remembered Nathaniel’s teasing. Gerald had chickened out.

 

Then another thought hit me. Gerald had started wearing his hair slightly longer around six months earlier.

 

Six months.

 

I said it out loud.

 

The next morning, I went to his house.

 

“SHOW ME YOUR EAR”

 

Gerald opened the door in sweatpants and an old T-shirt. The dark circles under his eyes told me he hadn’t slept either.

 

“I thought you might come.”

 

I stepped inside. Nathaniel’s old travel mug sat beside the coffee machine. Suddenly I hated seeing it there.

 

“Turn around.”

 

Gerald sighed. “Claire.”

 

“Please.”

 

He turned his head. In the morning light, the compass was even clearer. Fresh enough that I could still see faint redness.

 

“When?”

 

He knew exactly what I meant.

 

“Six months ago.”

 

“Why?”

 

His jaw tightened. “

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