For thirty-five years, my husband poured the same mysterious drink into two small glasses every night at exactly nine o’clock.
One for him.
One for me.
I never imagined that, decades later, I would carry that bottle into a laboratory and discover the truth about the man I had spent most of my life beside.
And even more surprising…
I never imagined that the truth would make me wish I had asked more questions while he was still alive.
My husband’s name was Victor.
We had been married for thirty-five years, but our nightly ritual began almost immediately after our wedding.
Every evening, at exactly nine, Victor would disappear into the kitchen.
Sometimes I could hear the refrigerator door open.
Sometimes I heard the quiet clink of glass.
And every night, without exception, he would take a dark, unlabeled bottle from the highest shelf of the kitchen cupboard.
He never left it anywhere else.
Not on the counter.
Not in the refrigerator.
Not even in the lower cabinet where the other drinks were kept.
It always went back to that same high shelf.
Then Victor would place two small glasses on the table.
He would pour the dark liquid into mine first.