I sat on that bedroom floor with my back against the bed and the audio kept running.
Road noise. A turn signal going.
And then my brother-in-law said one more thing. Quiet. Not on the phone — the call had ended.
To himself, or to her. I still do not know which and I have asked two different people to listen to it.
“You trust us way too easy, kid.”
Then a seatbelt clicked.
And I stopped it.
Because I could not do the next part of it on my own, on a floor, in a locked bedroom, at eleven o’clock at night, with that man downstairs watching television.
PART 2
I did not confront anybody that night.
I want to say that plainly because it is the only reason this worked out the way it did, and because every single person I have told this to has asked me the same question about it, usually before anything else.
I did not go downstairs. I did not play it to him. I did not throw anything or say anything.
I went into the bathroom and ran the tap and sat on the edge of the bath for about twenty minutes, and then I came out and said goodnight to him from the doorway.
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I sat on that floor until about four in the morning and then I got up and started working.
At six I copied that file four times.
To my work email. To a thumb drive I put in the bottom of my purse. To my sister Ilka in Ohio, with no message attached to it at all, because I did not want her ringing me.
And to a cloud account my husband does not know exists, because I opened it in 2019 for a title company job and never told him about it.
At seven I made breakfast and put a lunch together and drove my daughter to school myself.
I went into the office and told the woman at the desk that nobody but me was to collect her. Nobody. Not family.
I asked her to put it in the system in front of me and I stood there and watched her type it.
At eight twenty I sat in my car in that school parking lot and called a lawyer named Odell Nance, who my friend Pazia at work had used in 2021.