hide anything anymore.
So I told him.
I told him about the lingerie.
About the candles.
About all those nights when I tried to get close to him and felt him pull away.
“I felt disgusting, Robert,” I whispered. “I would look in the mirror and think you couldn’t even see me as a woman anymore.”
His expression changed.
“Oh, God, Linda…”
“I know what I did was wrong. I’m not trying to excuse it. But I wanted one night… just one night… to feel like someone still desired me.”
Robert lowered his head.
When he finally spoke, his voice sounded different.

“It wasn’t you.”
I stared at him.
“What?”
“It wasn’t your body. It wasn’t your age. And it certainly wasn’t because I stopped wanting you.”
I couldn’t understand.
Robert placed his hands on his knees.
“Two years ago, my doctor told me I